I n n e r · H e l l

         - Suddenly i opened my eyes. At first i didn't even know where i was, then i remembered last night.
I fell again, darkness poured down from my scars & it consumed all i've got left of sanity. It isn't that hard to believe, i was always a grey person.
         But this time was different, i really dont have anything to keep me on the ground.

I was at the edge of the void. i knew any thing could make me fall.

I was trying to keep thinking in the right way. Keeping all bad thoughts out of my sight. It's almost as hard as walk out of a plane. But wait, at least i still trying, am i?.

I cant find anything positive in my life right now. & when i look backwards i just see failures & pain. and i dont want to keep feeling that way.

- I feel lost in some huge labyrinth. I see a mist covering my mind and is destroying it from inside out. I wasn't able to have any colorful thought. I was left just with the emptiness and the sorrow. Doesn't it have to stop in some moment?.

I found myself arguing with the mirror, just trying to find me in myself. Sounds stupid, doesn't it?. But when it all is reduced to a troubled mind it feels like hell.

And i was trapped between hell & a heartbeat...