Sometimes i need to remember how to breath, push the air into my chest.
the reality is so fucking painful & i dont know what to do.
I'm trying to scream "hey, what r u doing? i'm here motherfucker"
but it seems like nobody cares.
I just want to be somebody, to be really important.
 i have to crawl instead of walk. have to scream instead to talk
can u explain to me how could it help me?
sometimes i feel like i'm dying, like i'm buried & burned under a grave.
Somedays i cant stop thinkin about life & death.
i dont know how to live like a normal person
i'm just trying to find my way, but, sometimes i feel so damn alone.
i really miss a lot of things of my past...
the time fly so fucking fast, it's like a twister eating everything around.

"Living is easy with eyes closed"

Para cuando decidas mirar alrededor
ya tu realidad va a haber muerto.

Words get tangled on your tongue
and you stumble on your feet when you miss somebody
and everywhere you think you see them
walking down the street when you miss somebody
when you miss somebody you tell yourself
a hundred thousand times
nobody ever lives forever so you give it one more try
to wave goodbye wave goodbye
every hurtful thing you ever said is ringing in your ear
when you miss somebody
and every thing of beauty that you see only brings a tear
when you miss somebody
when you miss somebody you tell yourself everything
will be alright
try to stand up strong and brave when all you want to do
is lay down and die
how long i've waited for an answer or a sign
lonely and weary from this troubled task of trying
to wave goodbye
so now you start to recognize that every single path you see
leads to a tear in your eye
so wave goodbye wave goodbye

Wave Goodbye - Chris Cornell

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Piden
Critican y Piden
No dan lo que piden
y digo BASTA
SE ACABO

Estoy cansado de sentir la ira comiendose mis venas
cansado de perder el control.

i have to keep my monster mouth SHUT
try to kill da monster.
destroy da darkness

Ahora creo que entiendo, 

Como este mundo puede superar a un hombre,

Cómo un amigo lo vimos partir,

Finalmente entregué mi vida por ustedes.

Dí todo lo que tenía para dar,

Encontré un lugar para descansar mi cabeza,

Aunque talvez sea dificil de encontrar, escuché que solo hay paz en el otro lado.

No es que quisera, o que pretendiera...

Déjalo quemar, bajo mi piel,

Déjalo quemar!!

Abandono esta vida para liberarme,

Me llevo una pieza de ustedes dentro de mí,

Todo este dolor finalmente puede desaparecer,

Prométanme que nunca sentirán miedo.

No es que pudiera, o que pretendiera...

Déjalo arder, bajo mi piel,

Déjalo arder!!

Espero que valga la pena, (aquí me encuentro ahora, si...)

Sé que encontrarán su propio camino,

Cuando no esté con ustedes.

Así que díganle a todos, los que caminaron a mi lado,

Espero que encuentren su propio camino,

Cuando no esté con ustedes, esta noche.

Espero que valga la pena, lo que dejo trás mi partida,

Sé que encontrarán su propio camino,

Cuando no esté con ustedes.

Así que díganle a todos, los que caminaron a mi lado,

Espero que encuentren su propio camino,

Cuando no esté con ustedes... esta noche.

cuantos fantasmas te rodean hoy?

que cosas nunca dejan de acosarte?

y asi no habra dolor

ni penas ni arrepentimientos

cuando sepamos que

NUESTRA HORA LLEGO

dOnt stomp da ice, Maybe u can make us drown.~

a veces siento que tengo tanto que decir

tantas cosas que quisiera hablar

descargarme, poder expresar

y no tengo donde.

no tengo con quien.

day 01 - your favorite song

Critical Acclaim - Avenged Sevenfold

day 02 - your least favorite song

We Are Broken - Paramore

day 03 - a song that makes you happy

First Dance - Nevershoutnever!

day 04 - a song that makes you sad

Camino Al Destino - Smitten

day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone

Brick By Brick - Boom Boom Kid

day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere

Le Nuit - Les Choristes

day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event

Negative Creep (Velvet Revolver Version) - Nostalgico Despertar

day 08 - a song that you know all the words to

Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

day 09 - a song that you can dance to

Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy (?)

day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep

Mime's Requiem  - Saint Seiya Ost

day 11 - a song from your favorite band

Fiction - Avenged Sevenfold

day 12 - a song from a band you hate

Baby - Justin Bieber

day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure

Hook Me Up - The Veronicas 

day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love

Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely - Backstreet Boys

day 15 - a song that describes you

The Root Of All Evil - Dream Theater

day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate

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day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio

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day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio

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day 19 - a song from your favorite album

Love Hate Love - Alice In Chains

day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry

Diamonds Aren't Forever - Bring Me The Horizon

day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy

Happy? - Mudvayne (?)

day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad

Pardon Me - Incubus

day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding

White Wedding - Murderdolls

day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral

Life Is Beautiful - Aixx A.M

day 25 - a song that makes you laugh

Corta El Pasto - El Otro Yo

day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument

Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold

day 27 - a song that you wish you could play

Dance Of Eternity - Dream Theater

day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty

Lips Of An Angel - Hinder

day 29 - a song from your childhood

Let There Be Drums - Sandy Nelson

day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

Burn It Down (Live in Rock Am Ring) - Avenged Sevenfold