Era una luz en el medio de la oscuridad
llamandome a que siga intentando un poco mas

I guess we all get to live out our destiny, even those of us who have to choose the worst one imaginable.

Nikki Sixx  

December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.

Merry Christmas.

That's what people say at Christmas, right?

Except normally they have someone to say it to.

They have friends and family,

And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree

With a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.

They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,

And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.

I didn't speak to a single person today.

I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.

I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.

One, I have no friends left.

Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.

And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.

It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.

Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.

Now that I've come down from the drugs

It seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.

Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.

Or better yet, myself.



[X-mas In Hell - Sixx A.M.]

Y asi empieza uno de los mejores discos que escuche en estos ultimos años.

Un disco creado para acompañar la autobiografia de Nikki Sixx
(Bajista de Motley Crue).
Un disco donde cada cancion va de la mano de la otra

contando una misma historia

alternando letra cantada, con partes habladas.

Canciones con melodias muy distintas la una de la otra.

muy bueno.

ahora entiendo cuando me decias que te sentias siempre triste aunque no se notara, aunque no actuaras asi

We lay awake with our eyes wide open
in this ocean full of people with bandages on their minds

i try to reach their hands,
everything seems so close, but their hearts...
their hearts are far away

no one seems to understand
how deep we are in this ground.

we lay in the cemetery
full of ashes
full of hearts.

ojala todo fuese como en Silver Lining Playbook, y en medio de este caos apareciera algo que solucionara todo, se complementara.

a veces siento que me estoy asfixiando, y por mucho que lo intente
no puedo conseguir aire